Surprising emotions
2005-01-18 11:25![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flexibeasti had a bit of an unpleasant experience this morning, after reading the latest LJ entries by ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
naiyah and velitu - more specifically, after reading about naiyah's journey back to hir1 natural state. i unexpectedly started feeling really down; and it suddenly occured to me that it was because i was sad that i'd never have a cunt as well as a cock. i'm actually feeling quite embarrassed, because i'm very happy that naiyah is finally getting the chance to be hirself, instead of being who other people want hir to be; and i feel that my sadness is undermining that. :-(((
naiyah and velitu - more specifically, after reading about naiyah's journey back to hir1 natural state. i unexpectedly started feeling really down; and it suddenly occured to me that it was because i was sad that i'd never have a cunt as well as a cock. i'm actually feeling quite embarrassed, because i'm very happy that naiyah is finally getting the chance to be hirself, instead of being who other people want hir to be; and i feel that my sadness is undermining that. :-((( 1. Generally, i haven't been fussed about most sets of gender-neutral pronouns that i've come across, including the set that contains 'hir'; but after reading "hir" frequently in velitu's LJ, it's really starting to grow on me.
