Unfortunately, i behaved very poorly towards
velitu today, and she has understandably defriended me as a result. This has meant that i was unable to post my apology in her LJ; but it has been passed on to her via other media.
Whilst my behaviour was in no way appropriate, i do want to note that it was borne out of innumerable experiences of being ignored by people i reach out to, and abandoned by people who don't accept that me having CFS puts very practical limitations on the ways in which i can socialise with them. There's a lot of quite full-on personal stuff from my past that i haven't blogged about, and lots of quite full-on personal stuff happening every day that i choose not to blog about that i choose not to blog about. My actions, whilst completely inappropriate, were not completely irrational.
Still, i behaved badly, and for that, i apologise.
Whilst my behaviour was in no way appropriate, i do want to note that it was borne out of innumerable experiences of being ignored by people i reach out to, and abandoned by people who don't accept that me having CFS puts very practical limitations on the ways in which i can socialise with them. There's a lot of quite full-on personal stuff from my past that i haven't blogged about, and lots of quite full-on personal stuff happening every day that i choose not to blog about that i choose not to blog about. My actions, whilst completely inappropriate, were not completely irrational.
Still, i behaved badly, and for that, i apologise.