Departure

[flexibeast]

So i've finally left Pleasure Activism Australia. i'll continue to maintain the Web site, but i'll no longer be co-moderating or participating in the fora.

This represents a continuation of my feelings about sexuality-based communities as described here and here. Basically, i'm not (a) extroverted enough; (b) arty enough; and (c) kinky enough to have anything useful to offer.

Interestingly, prior to leaving, i used to dream of being in high school virtually every night. Since i've left the group, i've hardly dreamt of references to high school, let alone being in high school. Which says to me that i've been very much feeling that i've been in a situation where appearances and belonging to the 'right' group(s) are more important than anything else, but that since i left PAA, that's no longer the case.

So a weight has been lifted from my shoulders, such that i can devote more time and energy to my studies of magick and programming. And that's a good thing. :-)
 

Comments

[superbbluewren.livejournal.com]

It sounds like a good move personally for you. I hope everyone appreciates your contribution.

[flexibeast.livejournal.com]

It sounds like a good move personally for you.

Yes indeed. :-)

I hope everyone appreciates your contribution.

Well, i guess time will tell whether my work has had any value or not . . . .